FoggySin

and I lay awake and miss you Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere Cuz I'll doze off safe and soundly, But I'll miss your arms around me I'd send a postcard to you dear Cuz I wish you were here. My heart and my head hurt. So much, all the time.. I want to stop missing you, stop dreaming of you. I want to stop needing to sob after seeing your dad come through my line at work... and I want to stop wanting you. I want to hate you, to not want anything to do with you, but I can't. I won't. I hurt, and I know that you're the only thing that could make any of it better.. I miss you.. I miss my best friend, my second half.. my love

They fall apart so hard, you can never- put them back the way they were. I've gone through a lot this year. More than I'd care to have felt, or dealt with. I'm still going down the road of trying to figure out who I am, what I'm going to do, and how I'm going to fix myself. There's a lot I need to accomplish, and a lot I need to start on. I'm saving for a car, a new computer, and moving back in with my dad. I lost the person I loved more than anything in this world or the next... and for a long time I was allowing it to consume me, the hurt, the anger.. I don't think I'll ever find love the way I had it before, but I'm learning to accept th

I'm going to do the seven deadly sins as my friends. :3 EDIT: Envy: Mine Pride: Earen Lust: Steffen Sloth: Lauren Wrath: Greed: Gluttony: Let me know which one you want owo